In 5 days I will get to see Johnny. :)
In 4 days I will be in Texas
In 3 days I will leave Arizona
In 2 days I will be going to Johnnys mommas house
Thats as far as my count down goes.
Mood: Envious
Listening to: Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous- Good Charlotte
I feel like: I can't even begin to describe how I feel....
I'm feeling so many different things right now. It honestly depends on the exact thing i'm doing. If i'm looking through photos of john and I, I miss him. If I'm reading through his letters, I get excited to see him. When I see my friends happily with their other, I feel happy for them but envious at the same time. I'm really anticipating seeing him on the 23rd. I get to see him for 5 days and then I have to say goodbye for....I have no clue how long. I'm over being on this roller coaster. I know thats its just starting but I wouldn't trade it for the world. Johnny is completely worth it all. These months away will be a small chunk of this time I know we'll get to spend together after this. :)
Later Days
In 4 days I will be in Texas
In 3 days I will leave Arizona
In 2 days I will be going to Johnnys mommas house
Thats as far as my count down goes.
Mood: Envious
Listening to: Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous- Good Charlotte
I feel like: I can't even begin to describe how I feel....
I'm feeling so many different things right now. It honestly depends on the exact thing i'm doing. If i'm looking through photos of john and I, I miss him. If I'm reading through his letters, I get excited to see him. When I see my friends happily with their other, I feel happy for them but envious at the same time. I'm really anticipating seeing him on the 23rd. I get to see him for 5 days and then I have to say goodbye for....I have no clue how long. I'm over being on this roller coaster. I know thats its just starting but I wouldn't trade it for the world. Johnny is completely worth it all. These months away will be a small chunk of this time I know we'll get to spend together after this. :)
Later Days
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