Letters from the heart....

I posted this to Facebook. So....for every "Like" I will write a letter :)


For every like,I'll do one. :)
1. Dear ex-boyfriend/girlfriend
2. Dear Crush
3. Dear Bestfriend
4. Dear First Love
5. Dear Ex-Bestfriend
6. Dear Mom
7. Dear Dad
8. Dear Sister
9. Dear Brother
10. Dear Future Me


1.) Dear Ex-Boyfriend, You breaking up with me is definitely one of the best things that happened to me. Because of you I started dating my current boyfriend. We've been going strong for 2 years. Us breaking up also lead you to your current wife, so,congratulations on that. I hope you have an extremely happy life ahead of you. :)


2.) Dear Crush, Can I even call you my crush anymore? You were my crush when I was 16 and again when I was 17. Senior year swim season we began dating. So I guess you aren't my crush anymore.. I don't have just a crush on you. I love you. :) I still get butterflies every time I see you and more recently I cry every time we have to say goodbye. I'm excited for the day when we say goodbye but its for a work shift. :) I love you Johnny Lee. :)


3.) Dear Best Friend, Thank you. :) For so many different things. We weren't always as close as we are now. I'm happy we are tho. Thank you for calling me on my shit when I moved away. Thank you for always having my back. We've had a ton of good times and like 0 bad times...well....depends on the definition of "bad" right? lol Through thick and thin we're there for each other. I'm glad we were stuck in Junior English together and we were the only ones the other kinda sorta knew. lol <3 SexyBitch


If I receive more "Likes" I will come back and edit this post. :)


Later Days

Another Chapter

When John left for basic training I remember all I could think was "the next 2 months are going to take forever." but now...all I can think is "The next 3 weeks are going to fly by" I'm beyond excited to see him when he comes home for 2 weeks. :)

Seeing him at his Air Force graduation was amazing. I'm so happy I got to see him and I'm extremely proud of everything he is doing. :) He is in Virginia for his tech school training. He said it is 54 days long. With 2 weeks in the middle because of Christmas Exodus.

Later Days

6 Days

In 5 days I will get to see Johnny. :)
In 4 days I will be in Texas
In 3 days I will leave Arizona
In 2 days I will be going to Johnnys mommas house

Thats as far as my count down goes.

Mood: Envious 
Listening to: Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous- Good Charlotte
I feel like: I can't even begin to describe how I feel....


I'm feeling so many different things right now. It honestly depends on the exact thing i'm doing. If i'm looking through photos of john and I, I miss him. If I'm reading through his letters, I get excited to see him. When I see my friends happily with their other, I feel happy for them but envious at the same time. I'm really anticipating seeing him on the 23rd. I get to see him for 5 days and then I have to say goodbye for....I have no clue how long. I'm over being on this roller coaster. I know thats its just starting but I wouldn't trade it for the world. Johnny is completely worth it all. These months away will be a small chunk of this time I know we'll get to spend together after this. :)

Later Days